Blahh. I'm aware that i wrote a blog like...two days ago. But, I decided to get Cutenews again, even though I had to change stuff on my index.php, which is stupid, but I'm glad to have CN back. -sigh of relief-.


4th of July was fun, but not at the same time. It's hard to explain and I'd really love not getting into detail. But all the adults were so wasted, it was funny. They were acting so stupid- sooo entertaining.


besides that, Guy crap is still happening. And watch my parents be reading this right now, That would be great. (sarcasm). But still, so much crappp is going on. But I did meet people who are going to my school next year, which is really exciting for me because I just need that security- really, with everything I do. I'm having a total spazz day, It's incredibly not fun. It toggles between telling a guy I've liked him foreverrrrr, telling two other guys to back off, worrying about school, moving, and various problems involving friends and problems at home. Blahhh. It should all be over soon. :]]


In the meantime, I've been trying to talk to my online friends I haven't talked to in forever. Not going great, But I was in another land for a while, and I'm sort of back a little.

Okay, I know I've been neglectful. Life piled up on me unexpectedly. So much crap happened. blehhh guys. Blehh school. Blehh moving. Lets give guys one more "blehh", they deserve it. I've got new myspace layouts i should put up. But I'm so lazy,& that takes forever. But I did add a new layout. The yellow was getting to my head. So i went for...Tope... Anyway, I've also been neglecting my affiliate requests, and for that, I apologize. I'll get to that.....sometime. I really haven't been busy the last few days, the word is...one-track-minded. It's pretty messed up. Summer is going fairly good. Some days will be Boring beyond belief, and others will be good. I officially know where I'm going to school next year, and thats really scary. But I am excited. I'm sad to be moving away from my friends (and acquaintances). But its not like I'm moving very far...About a 30 minute car ride away. And mom says we'll be back all the time. So thats eating away at me a little. Then comes...nevermind- i dont even want to talk about them. haha. Its 2:30AM. I've been finding myself staying up later and later- just so i can sleep through the day. what is wrong with meee. I need to go to my other house- but I know that as soon as i do, someone over here will ask me to hang out. that ALWAYS happens. its so messed up. Thats just my luck. Well I'm officially done with that. I hope you enjoy my fast blog, and my crappy new layout. :]


EDIT: i got cutenews back up!!! horrayyy!!!